the lousy truth

boy I been thinking a lot
about who we could have been
if I was back home just chillin
with you and all my friends
but dear im gone
and that's the lousy truth

for the past 3 yearsI swear ive been a better girl
Than who ive become
I know I know I know I let ya down
But ive been gone for too damn long

So if you go away right now
Than I can guarantee that I wont break your heart
But if you go and stay then baby I will hope and pray
That you will run away
Cause dear it breaks my heart to see you here

So shine outward, not inward
You've been a selfish little boy 
for The past three years ive been through
More than you could know
And god I don't want you to know
What I have been through
Cause you just wouldn't understand
Youre just a boy with some issues
As bad as it may sound
But youre the boy whos been drivin me mad

So go to school in Chicago
Find a new girl, a new life, a whole new set of friends
Cause all that I will ever do is break your heart
Dear it breaks my heart to see you here
Yea dear it breaks my heart to see ya here